Sealed with a kiss under

 Sealed with a kiss under the
another year passed, then another year, I inquire from time to time with Alex's message, which seems to be my addictive hobby, but I never read to track him from the . He moved a few mm each time the situation at home becomes a little tricky subtle, he move to another city. I sometimes think how lonely this life, how aimlessly; I even imagined, a day of his sudden appearance in his doorway, imagine when he finally saw a friendly face when, what will happen to greatly relieved, and immediately agreed to give up their lives, come home with me.
However, I soon remembered when he last saw me this face, I launched into a piece of his forehead to 9 mm in diameter bullets. that in mind, I think their chances alive, it entered his house is close to zero .
So, as always, continue to the day.
endless.
aimless.
perhaps until one day, I received a report, informing me that Alex was arrested or killed.
good I have not received the report, but I received a phone call, Marita Covarrubias call, tell me, Alex was lying on a hospital in New York ......< br> gunshot injuries, but is not hit by the police or FBI , but by a drug addict trying to rob the restaurant, when Alex was there for dinner. Even more shocking is that, Alex has been worshiped as a hero in his rescue with a mm the lives of children aged under two shootings.
Alex Group and ask for conspiracy as a reward for your loyal dedication, I was.
. I am in fact silent silence says it all.
> ; his heart is * you *. Krycek is a heartless cold-blooded killer. . is not an unprecedented thing. When Alex is acting exactly as instinct, he has amazing compassion, and his behavior often this * unusual * I understand. The most typical example is that he rescued from the hands of Billy Miles Scully and William, can change sides after a period of time and turn themselves to threaten their lives.
Maybe after all this has a simple explanation.
perhaps this is * really * the Alex, the cold exterior hides, in fact, a good person. Perhaps those who control his instinctive behavior is that really * good * people, and that well-trained, cruel, cold-blooded killer is his only role.
I not suggesting that Alex has schizophrenia, I want to say is that he has two faces, just like all of us, like the eyes of Alex has a public and a private in the Alex. the public eye just because Alex is a jerk , and can not therefore conclude that the Alex is as private.
However, I can imagine, and sometimes he would not be able to determine when to which Alex played.
asked Marita, I expect the sound embarrassing.
you. Walter, we are trained to * expect * that we used to take the initiative to other people. always a person, it is very ...... very difficult. how tough she is. I forgot, in Mulder's hearing and met several times after that, how weak she is. She is still beautiful, but terribly fragile, like a flower greenhouse , had been uprooted, thrown into a dangerous wild, struggling to survive. I forgot, she and Alex, was to seek the Group's senior spy. two people are deadly beautiful, and absolute obedience, blind obedience to the almost point, until someone abuse their loyalty than their endurance. When I think of her destruction, think of when her life is broken when she crash scene, I finally understand, I * can * Receive defects Alex . I can understand that he like her, can no longer live in the real world. The only difference between these two men is, Alex is even more successful camouflage.
I concluded: He may be more than she for the vulnerable. at least, Marita have the courage to show her soft side. and Alex, he can not trust anyone, so the only one to play the role of killer.
that makes me embarrassed to admit it, but on the contrary, I feel very relaxed.
too want to hear the. heart great joy to me want to cry out, to help me immediately so that the Clerk to set a flight ticket to New York.
but I did not do.
I'm not an impulsive person. < br> I had dedicated himself, but he was definitely not dedicated to me his heart. His reason to trust you. We ..... we do not easily trust others. seriously. confidence to repeat. It's like Fort Knox I asked her (note 1) password and the answer is 1,2,3,4. This must never be so simple. could you?
her kind smile, daze staring at the microphone for a long time. It sounds can be too damn ridiculous: the flowers to a killer, a * male * killer. If he was not discharged until he ran for a DC, to take into my butt, I should thankful. imagine a dozen roses without thorns stuffed into the place where sunshine never shone, and I shuddered.
Suddenly, I realized just now that I think the subconscious to the I have a message: Rose.
red roses.
is said that * must * r l I love you, right?
but I think the best is still to confirm it. spent so many years in bad years, I do not want to spend such a stupid thing by mistake to waste this opportunity. So I started searching the Internet I started r. l Whisper been complacent for their own cleverness, until I found l Whisper r is not a precise discipline. people views on the beautiful words are not unified, not careful I'll hit a mine.
I began to suspect that this is not a special sense of humor at work Marita.
the same time, I understand that, in order, and Alex after so many years communication, just to send a bouquet of flowers is not enough.
the end, I decided to pick any one page, and then entirely at its interpretation. like this from one page to another, simply search for a disaster. I finally The selected page is called It also represents a number of other means:
l love; desire; respect; courage; well done! r
This seems to be a nice start.
contact me to the hospital, Alex learned that at least have stay in hospital for two weeks. It seems that I have time to complete a dialogue with his mm Of course, if he does not respond, call l r a bit less accurate dialogue.
I decided to give him a week, and if a week later, he not respond to messages I sent, I will fly past. I only hope that this week he can soften a little bit, at least under the patience to listen to my resistance to tell. I fill out applications for the week of annual leave from next weekend and told a secretary in the week after that they should not schedule meetings mm maybe I'll leave it longer.
no music no harm.
next day, choose to send any flower can be much harder. I actually really want to send the violet:
l emotional fetters; for me, you always beautiful. r
just because it is a fact.